How does he find his strength so easy?
I feel like such a fool!
I resent that he doesn't feel my pain.
He uses his emotions like a tool.
He powers up like a fresh charged battery.
But then shuts off if he's been left on all night.
He has charm & uses flattery.
His precision is always right.
He chews me up, then he spits me out.
Then he reels me in again.
But thats when he runs.
That's when he hides.
He just takes what's left of my sanity with him.
He says he loves me but I'm not fooled.
To him it's all just a painful little game.
He loves to hear me beg for him.
Then he walks away listening to me scream out his name.
My love is real....and it's so sincere.
But to him...it's just a joke.
I should never have let myself become so close to him.
I think he loves to watch me choke.
Kista Loree
Lussier
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