so much to do

   Well; today, you thought you'd call him, But no answer.  so, you wait what seems to be an hour you call again. He still doesn't answer; now you're either getting worried because he's never not p/u. maybe he's hurt, maybe he's unable to get to the phone. you don't  want to start to think negative because he is a good man.  SO you wait until he does call you. Will he say he never knew you called? What if you left a message? And he say to you I didn't get a message. I need to get my phone checked i'm not getting any of my voice messages! Where does your mind lead you on this part? When always keeping in your mind this is a GOOD man...could there really be something wrong w/his phone or is it he's really not feeling you anymore? Sometimes for some reason even a big man or a good man won't say these words. They will allow you to keep going the extra mile to hold onto what lil time they give to you. They will then leave you to make an excuse for them and your relationship. Go into your mind and clean out all that is not needed by you, gather all the but i wants, i really needs, i can't be alones,just get rid of everything that doesn't make you who you are or can be. Build your heart on a rock,in this way it can't be torn down. So build you a new way to be forever strong!