my fears

so many things  happen this past month until today. sometime i ask myself why of all people, its is me who is given trials like this. its been a month we received threats that  someone from our family will be taken away. lately its a sort of extortion. we already reported it to the police, asked assistance from my relatives to help us catch who did this all. thankfully, they caught somebody who took the snare. we already  filed a case against the man but till now i have still the fear, the trauma and we still got threats. i know they are many.

i tried my best to be strong in this situation, tried to be strong with my faith and trust in God but there are really times I go weak, I feel fear, I am discouraged and helpless.

How I prayed it would end, the kids were very much affected, their studies and even my daily obligation to them is sacrificed. 

This is like a nightmare to me. How I wished to wake up and just pray that I could sleep again peacefully.