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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Infertility Diaries: A new chapter

I've heard a lot of painful, unsolicited advice as we have been on the path to bring a child into our lives. I wouldn't say I've ever gotten used to it, but I learned to use it as a "teaching tool" to explain that it wasn't always stress and the angle of my hips that was keeping me from getting pregnant.

It's been a whole new learning experience to realize thatthose unsolicited comments don't always stop. Some of the people we have shared our journey with have said "Oh now that you are pregnant,you don't have to think about infertility anymore!"

*Ouch*

Ok, in all honesty, it is said sincerely--meant to be a happy thought. But I will always think about infertility. There is truly not a day that goes by that Idon't think about it--some thoughts are not all bad, because I have met and connected with amazing people on this journey.

As we enter into this new chapter of infertility, where I am grateful to be 13 weeks pregnant after IVF with ICSI (try #2), I will continue to be a voice for this community.

It's been an amazing, sometimes unsettled, sometimes scary as anything I've ever experienced. Everyshot, every blood draw, every doctor visit has brought us to this point. While we still have a long way to go, we enjoy each day and lookforward to the next.

I am happy that for my last update here at The Infertility Diaries, I can tell you all that "Ron" is doing well, and that the pesky hematomais shrinking! At its largest, it was 5 cm, and it is now down to .9 cm (as in point 9) I will be released from bed rest next week, and I look forward to getting back to a routine.

Thank you for reading along with our journey, and thank you to Redbook for providing such an important space to talk about infertility. You can continue to follow along with our journey at my personal blog, andalways know that no matter what chapter I am in my life, infertility will always be a part of me.


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  • Estella's Avatar
    Posted by Estella Tue Sep 2, 2008 9:26am PDT

    Hi, I am 36 and I just read about the infertility always being there. We have been married for over 21 years. We got pregnant after 3 years, that ended in misscarriage. We finally adopted after five years. We didn't get pregnant again untill after our 11th year of marriage which ended in surgery removing a blighted ovum. Misscarriage, misscarriage, misscarriage, etc. The last two babies were twins, one misscarriage and the other surgery removing my tube. That was baby seven and eight. Our adopted son is now almost 17. Our first misscarriage would have been 19 this month. Infertility never leaves you and thought of what each baby would look like and how old they would be never goes away. I am thankfull that you are actually getting your baby but some of us never do. I am sure that their are even worse experiences then mine, after losing eight. I have known some who have lost more. What I am trying to say is you are not alone. And there are some of us who understand each day should you be cautious, excited, sad for others, scared that you might lose this one. Just take a deep breath, Be thankful for everday you get to spend with this baby and if you don't carry it full term know that there is a heavenly Father who will take good care of it until one day you will get to see it. You can be cautious when talking to others who haven't gotten as far as you but don't feel bad. Stay excited, and share your experiences with everyone. You will never know what a blessing you can be to others.

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