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Friday, November 27, 2009

I think my birth control is making me batty...

I really need some input on this, because I'm not sure if I'm dealing with birth control side-effects or good ol' fashion depression.

When I first started taking birth control they put me on Loestrin. I noticed after a few weeks of taking it I was VERY emotional, ALL of the time, and my temper had an incredibly short fuse. I called my gynecologist, and she put me on YAZ.

YAZ is awesome. But it's too expensive. For my insurance, your first three prescription refills are a low price. AFTER those three refills, however, the price DOUBLES.

So then the insurance company sends you this "Medco by Mail" bull s---, saying that this is the CHEAP way to get your prescription so you don't have to pay double. HOW-EV-ER, there are exclusions. Like YAZ. No BCP's by mail for me!

Not being able to afford $40 a month for YAZ, my gyno then switched me to Yasmin, wich she sad was similar but much less expensive. $10 a month. I can totally live with that.

I am on my fourth pack of pills of Yasmin. My emotions have been out of control, but then again, so has my life. Fights with the spouse, him not understanding anything I try to tell him, a death in the family, bad relations with my dad, workplace stress, etc. etc. etc. yada yada yada.

So I'm just not sure if it's the Yasmin or I'm getting truly depressed. I have felt like I have ben battling depression since a teen but no one has ever believed me. So I don't know what to do. I can't afford $40 for YAZ to see if that's the problem. And if I can't afford that, I can't afford therapy, now can I?

Does anyone else here take Yasmin and feel batty almost everyday? There are days I wish I was never born and that's just not good. I beat myself up constantly. I have pretty much given up on anything that makes me happy because I don't feel it is worth it any more.

Any advice is welcome, also. Even if you want to post something mean and tell me I need a backbone, or that I'm pathetic, or anything of the sort, go ahead. I already know so it's not like it's going to hurt my feelings.

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  • XOXO48's Avatar
    Posted by XOXO48 Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:20am PDT

    I had the same problem, I am on Yaz now and spend 60 a month...where were you getting it for 40? I had an extra pack of yasmin and used that instead one month and it was like the end of the world, I went back on Yaz immediatly. That pill is AMAZING and it's a shame it is so expensive. I wish I had better advice but I'm on the Yaz and it's the only thing that keeps me sane.

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  • JoKTM's Avatar
    Posted by JoKTM Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:21am PDT

    Your gynocologist should be able to give you a free pack of pills. My bcp cost $170 every 3months and when I can't afford it my dr. gives me a free pack.You should call and talk to her about the problem.

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    Posted by Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:21am PDT

    if birth control makes u feel any different maybe you should consider not taking birth control anymore. maybe unless you'd take another type of birth control, you won't really know the difference.

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    Posted by Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:22am PDT

    if birth control makes u feel any different maybe you should consider not taking birth control anymore. maybe unless you'd take another type of birth control, you won't really know the difference.

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  • oh my's Avatar
    Posted by oh my Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:23am PDT

    yummygrrrl, i live in ohio and use a giant eagle pharmacy. my insurance is medical mutual. i imagine the price has to do mostly with your insurance but i'm not positive. $60 is robbery.

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  • 311 is Life's Avatar
    Posted by 311 is Life Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:23am PDT

    Wow, I experience the same things you do on a daily basis. I'm on Loestrin. I never thought my behavior was linked to the birth control pills but now I wonder! but I feel like I'm suffering from depression as well and no one believes me either. My boyfriend says im short tempered and emotional because of the way I was raised, but I literally can't control myself when I'm upset/angry...I cry about EVERYTHING and my boyfriend calls me a cry baby. I kind of am...but like I said I'm experiencing everything you are (wishing I was never born, beating myself up, hating myself)...I think BCP affect you to a certain degree but you are probably suffering from depression as well. If you have health insurance try consulting a psychiatrist that your plan covers...I'm going to one at the end of this month. I hope you can find your inner strength to conquer this.

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  • *GoldenGirl*™'s Avatar
    Posted by *GoldenGirl*™ Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:24am PDT

    When you were on the Yaz did you feel as emotional as you do now? All BC pills cause some extra emotional behavior at first, just like when your having PMS and your a bit weepy, and edgy, its normal, I am on seasonale and I still get a bit emotional at times, I dont get mean or violent but I do get sad, melancholy, wanting extra loving and attention and such. I say try a few more months of the pills again before you switch, and the issues in life you are dealing with are still serious matters even without the pills being a cause, good luck to you, things will settle down just take it easy.

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  • Nic's Avatar
    Posted by Nic Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:24am PDT

    I think YAZ has a generic on the market. I'm on loestrin right now and my emotions were like that, but I have a history of depression so I got on Wellbutrin XL and my moods and balanced most of the time, I don't cry at the drop of a hat anymore.

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  • StephanieM's Avatar
    Posted by StephanieM Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:28am PDT

    Ok I dealt with this problem a lot! I went through 5 different kinds of birth control and they all messed with my head in one way or another. I delt with depression, panic attacks, crazy emotions up and down. And the thing is it wasn't really me. Yeah life can be tough sometimes and we can get depressed about stuff, but BIRTH CONTROL DOES NOT HELP! Yasmine was one of the ones I took and honestly yaz was way worse. I was some what normal on yasmine but had repeated panic attacts on yaz. It all depends on your body's natural hormonal imbalance to begin with so yaz could work for you but in general BC just messes with your head. I also had some depression problems when I was a teen and being on BC brought them all back. There are tons of easy ways to balance your body naturally so you don't need therapy or drugs. Especially if things are tough right now, but birth control will only add to the craziness. In the long run you are way better off using other methods. You should talk to your DR. about alternative methods and find one you can work with. Especially if you have struggled with depression in the past. It is not worth your sanity to try and make something work that is tearing your body apart.

    I hope that helps you. I totally relate to what you are going through. Just hang in there. Trust me going off BC will help a lot but that is up to you.

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  • oh my's Avatar
    Posted by oh my Thu Oct 16, 2008 10:37am PDT

    the generic yaz isn't due out until 2011. i already checked. :(

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